Desperate Students?

3.20 a.m....just got hold of the internet again...
it's just crazy being glued to the net 24/7 ...even if you're not there digging codes and quotes...it's just somekind of relief to be "TURNED-ON" ..well of course i meant instant messengers...although you pretend to be busy studying..keeping yourself on busy mode, not entertaining messages from strangers..or friends...still not a guarantee you'd be fliiping pages of the educational books...
*sigh*

and it just proven the case...me and yun just finished watching desperate housewives...made a pact that we'd only watch from series 1 to 3 (the max)...to lessen the guilt for not studying...ehehe...

I was drawn to this character in the series...named Bree...the perfectionist housewive who portrays she has everything in control...who has issues with balance ....who thinks life revolves around having everything seemingly under control on the outside...it was sick and simply disturbing watching her making her family sick of the household...but then again i felt the slightest of pitty for her...when all she wanted was a word of appreciation..that she actually strives harder for that particular reason...which eventually turns her family against her even more...and same goes with susan..who's always in anger meeting her ex-husband and his new gf...when all she wanted was for him to take responsibilities of his actions by a simple word of apology....
i was thinking...it's just so easy to FORGIVE...but sadly it's just so hard for people to GIVE....
explanations doesn't necessarily work these days..in order for forgiveness....it might just lead to a deeper confusion....
if everyone could just set aside their ego and just sincerely saying "thank you" or "sorry"....it could just break the curse of the unspoken doubts......

I think i still have someone owing me an apology ..i've been waiting for almost 2 years now..
and ...yes..i do owe a lot of people apologies...and also gratitudes...

it's time for sahur..